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Happy happy Birthday Papa! I hope for your happiness, good health and long life. I know I seldom tell you this, Thank you, I'm sorry and I love you! :)
Sunday, July 22, 2012
Happy Birthday Papa!
Happy happy Birthday Papa! I hope for your happiness, good health and long life. I know I seldom tell you this, Thank you, I'm sorry and I love you! :)
Saturday, July 21, 2012
an open letter to someone close to me
Hello there,
I think now is the perfect time to write this letter to you. I know I have a lot to say. I just never had the courage to actually tell everything right in front of your beautiful face.
Honestly, I didn't notice you the first time we met. I am preoccupied with other things that time and you are an introvert. You don't get along with people that much. You choose the people you talk with and most of all, you really choose your friends. Most of the time, a day would pass that I didn't recognize you in class and days would pass that I never knew you're not in class and that time, I couldn't care less.
I couldn't actually remember in full details how we became friends. All I can remember is I embraced you as a part of me when you put a smile on my face. From then on, I couldn't actually look at your expressive eyes for so long because you might see what I've been trying to hide. From then on, I can't get enough of your beautiful smile. From then on, your humor is what I am looking forward to for each day. From then on, I am amazed of your scent. From then on, I truly appreciate your personality, with or without your flaws. From then on, I know I was in loved with you and even until now.
I never expected to be that close to you. We talk. We joke around. We do stupid things. We sing. We eat. That is my favorite part, WE. You tell me everything you needed and you wanted to say. You share to me what you've been through and what you're going through. You talk to me until midnight. You make fun of me. You sing with me. You dine or drink with me. You are always there with me or for me. These are simple things but to tell you, all these are so enough. You have no idea how much you make me happy. I know, we can never be. Yes, it's sad. But I don't know why it's never big of a deal to me. I am still okay. I can still manage to see you fall in and out of love...with someone else. I am happy seeing you happy even if it's not with or because of me. I am happy being your confidante. I am happy being your companion in any random things. I am happy being your close friend. Seeing you or hearing from you in my everyday is so fucking enough for me to go on with my life. I will always be okay when I see you more than okay.
I know a lot of people tell you how beautiful you are and yes, count me in. You are one of the most beautiful people God has ever created. I will never get tired of looking at your face. You will always be my favorite. You will always be loved.
Just in case you're reading this, I have no idea how you'll feel about this or how you'll react. Your reaction means a lot that's why I'm trying to hide it. Our friendship means a lot. You mean the world to me more than you'll ever know. I love you that's why I am keeping my mouth shut. I don't care if what I'm doing is right or wrong. The sole reason of this silence is I don't want to lose you. I want us to be friends , where forever is a lot more possible. But if maybe, just maybe, fate would allow us, I would definitely take that chance to love you and make you happy as long as I can and as long as I live.
And just how the way things are, I will end this letter by saying the words I am dying to say. I love you so dearly. Stay happy. That's how I wanted you to be.
Warmly,
Macy :)
I think now is the perfect time to write this letter to you. I know I have a lot to say. I just never had the courage to actually tell everything right in front of your beautiful face.
Honestly, I didn't notice you the first time we met. I am preoccupied with other things that time and you are an introvert. You don't get along with people that much. You choose the people you talk with and most of all, you really choose your friends. Most of the time, a day would pass that I didn't recognize you in class and days would pass that I never knew you're not in class and that time, I couldn't care less.
I couldn't actually remember in full details how we became friends. All I can remember is I embraced you as a part of me when you put a smile on my face. From then on, I couldn't actually look at your expressive eyes for so long because you might see what I've been trying to hide. From then on, I can't get enough of your beautiful smile. From then on, your humor is what I am looking forward to for each day. From then on, I am amazed of your scent. From then on, I truly appreciate your personality, with or without your flaws. From then on, I know I was in loved with you and even until now.
I never expected to be that close to you. We talk. We joke around. We do stupid things. We sing. We eat. That is my favorite part, WE. You tell me everything you needed and you wanted to say. You share to me what you've been through and what you're going through. You talk to me until midnight. You make fun of me. You sing with me. You dine or drink with me. You are always there with me or for me. These are simple things but to tell you, all these are so enough. You have no idea how much you make me happy. I know, we can never be. Yes, it's sad. But I don't know why it's never big of a deal to me. I am still okay. I can still manage to see you fall in and out of love...with someone else. I am happy seeing you happy even if it's not with or because of me. I am happy being your confidante. I am happy being your companion in any random things. I am happy being your close friend. Seeing you or hearing from you in my everyday is so fucking enough for me to go on with my life. I will always be okay when I see you more than okay.
I know a lot of people tell you how beautiful you are and yes, count me in. You are one of the most beautiful people God has ever created. I will never get tired of looking at your face. You will always be my favorite. You will always be loved.
Just in case you're reading this, I have no idea how you'll feel about this or how you'll react. Your reaction means a lot that's why I'm trying to hide it. Our friendship means a lot. You mean the world to me more than you'll ever know. I love you that's why I am keeping my mouth shut. I don't care if what I'm doing is right or wrong. The sole reason of this silence is I don't want to lose you. I want us to be friends , where forever is a lot more possible. But if maybe, just maybe, fate would allow us, I would definitely take that chance to love you and make you happy as long as I can and as long as I live.
And just how the way things are, I will end this letter by saying the words I am dying to say. I love you so dearly. Stay happy. That's how I wanted you to be.
Warmly,
Macy :)
Sunday, July 1, 2012
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