Happy Birthday Melai!

Cheers to the beautiful person

• Who calls me after work and say “Pwede po pabili ng suka?”
• Who I can talk with about everything under the sun
• Who tells me all the hurtful and straightforward things just to show me the big fat reality
• Who always tell me to go on diet but has been my eating and milk tea buddy ever since
• Who can manage to make everyone happy and laugh so hard with no effort at all
• Who has been one of my mentors in friendship, dating, relationships, love and life itself hahahaha
• Who calls me almost every night but end up sleeping in the middle of our conversation :(((
• Who has been not just a second mother to me but also a father, a sibling, a best friend and sometimes a JOWA hihihi

I would end up listing thousands of these just to show the world how special you are. Thank you for everything motherrrr! Whenever I’m stressed out, I always remind myself of this: that there are no perfect jobs in this world but seeing YOU and the rest of our friends makes ours close to one. The world is celebrating with you and for what it’s worth, make yourself happy not just today but everyday because you certainly deserves to be.

HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PERSON I KNOW. HIHIHI
You’ll always be in my prayers! I love you, motherrrr! Mwah Mwah Tsup Tsup!

Summer sends her kisses to you! :) 

Happy Birthday Papa!

I remember those days when I was younger, you would wake me up and carry me on your back while going down the stairs to start my day for school. I will never forget those days when I continuously hug you and kiss you on the cheeks even if you don't want me to. Now is different. You can no longer carry me on your back kasi masyado na ko mabigat. And I know I seldom kiss you when I go out or get back home. But even though things have changed, I am still that little girl you carry on your back. I am still that little girl who loves you and as I grow older, I am loving you even more.

Happy happy Birthday Papa! I hope for your happiness, good health and long life. I know I seldom tell you this, Thank you, I'm sorry and I love you! :)

an open letter to someone close to me

Hello there,

I think now is the perfect time to write this letter to you. I know I have a lot to say. I just never had the courage to actually tell everything right in front of your beautiful face.

Honestly, I didn't notice you the first time we met. I am preoccupied with other things that time and you are an introvert. You don't get along with people that much. You choose the people you talk with and most of all, you really choose your friends. Most of the time, a day would pass that I didn't recognize you in class and days would pass that I never knew you're not in class and that time, I couldn't care less.

I couldn't actually remember in full details how we became friends. All I can remember is I embraced you as a part of me when you put a smile on my face. From then on, I couldn't actually look at your expressive eyes for so long because you might see what I've been trying to hide. From then on, I can't get enough of your beautiful smile. From then on, your humor is what I am looking forward to for each day. From then on, I am amazed of your scent. From then on, I truly appreciate your personality, with or without your flaws. From then on, I know I was in loved with you and  even until now.

I never expected to be that close to you. We talk. We joke around. We do stupid things. We sing. We eat. That is my favorite part, WE. You tell me everything you needed and you wanted to say. You share to me what you've been through and what you're going through. You talk to me until midnight. You make fun of me. You sing with me. You dine or drink with me. You are always there with me or for me. These are simple things but to tell you, all these are so enough. You have no idea how much  you make me happy. I know, we can never be. Yes, it's sad. But I don't know why it's never big of a deal to me. I am still okay. I can still manage to see you fall in and out of love...with someone else. I am happy seeing you happy even if it's not with or because of me. I am happy being your confidante. I am happy being your companion in any random things. I am happy being your close friend. Seeing you or hearing from you in my everyday is so fucking enough for me to go on with my life. I will always be okay when I see you more than okay.

I know a lot of people tell you how beautiful you are and yes, count me in. You are one of the most beautiful people God has ever created. I will never get tired of looking at your face. You will always be my favorite. You will always be loved.


Just in case you're reading this, I have no idea how you'll feel about this or how you'll react. Your reaction means a lot that's why I'm trying to hide it. Our friendship means a lot. You mean the world to me more than you'll ever know. I love you that's why I am keeping my mouth shut. I don't care if what I'm doing is right or wrong. The sole reason of this silence is I don't want to lose you. I want us to be friends , where forever is a lot more possible. But if maybe, just maybe, fate would allow us, I would definitely take that chance to love you and make you happy as long as I can and as long as I live.

And just how the way things are, I will end this letter by saying the words I am dying to say. I love you so dearly. Stay happy. That's how I wanted you to be.

Warmly,

Macy :)

:)

Because we love food as much as we love each other! ;)

@Sambo Kojin West Ave. 

Happy Birthday Aika!

Indeed, this is a friendship for a lifetime. Happy happy Birthday to the most beautiful person in the world. Yesssss! I love you everyday, Aika! :P Thanks for tonight. Nabusog ako. :) Thanks din kay Katie!

Happy Father's Day!

He is the corniest joker I've ever known but he has always been one of the best reasons of my laughter and joy everyday. He is a silent type of man but has the most sensible ideas and principles which up to now I live by. I love you, Papa. Happy father's day! :)

Strangers to friends! Anawangin love! ♥

Happy Birthday Ate!

To my worst enemy, my bestest friend???, my milk tea and shopping buddy, my fashion adviser, my confidante, my listener, my language and communications trainer and to someone who bought a beautiful F21 dress for me just 3 hrs before her birthday.

I couldn't thank you enough for everything, for being the coolest sister one could ever have. I am always praying for your happiness and success. Cheers to another year of "precious" moments. Always remember that I am always here for you no matter what.

Happy Birthday Ate Precious! Make yourself happy because you deserve to be. I love you everyday and even those days that we fight a lot.

*Who says I'm a bad sister? ;)

 

April 23, 2012

Some say you tend to forget your life when you're so busy with work. Well, I say yes. I've been a little busy lately. From home to work, from work to home. I can't do freely the things I do before. I don't have that much time to watch TV or even take the time to go online for so long. I'm still on the 4th chapter of the 300+ paged book I'm reading. I don't talk to my friends that much. I don't have that much time. Unlike before, I have all the time that I want. I can always cut classes. I have a lot of time for TV shows or movies I love. I am almost 24 hours online in all the social networking sites that I belong. I can't even update my blog (good thing, i found the perfect time tonight). Now, I can't just not report to work anytime I want. Now, I sleep early. Now, I wake up early. And worst of all,now, I save (well, it's a very good thing but admit it, it's HARD). The very purpose of this entry is to update myself with what's going on in  life right now or what I feel or just simply write about it. To at least make me remember the things I sometimes forget. 

FAMILY

I always say that I am the luckiest person because of my God-given family. Until now, they are still there for me. They're still holding my hand in every step I take. They are still in full support. They are still my source of unending happiness. But like other families out there, we still have our differences. We fight from time to time. We say hurtful things to each other. We do things that can hurt another but at the end of the day, we still forgive.

Mama's my favorite person in the world. I know and she knows that I am already a working girl but she treats me line a baby....still. She wakes me up every morning. Prepares food for me. Reminds me of everything I forget. She still asks me so many things. She still wants to know the status of my heart. She is still the best mom. Papa, on the other hand, is more like Mama. The only difference is, Papa has never been that showy. He is the quiet one but the disciplinarian. He is still my source of wisdom and my superhero. My 2 sisters, my first bestfriends and my worst enemies. Now that we are all grown ups, I often think of what life has in store for us. I wonder what will happen, where will we be.  I am just so excited to see us three by then. I thank my family for being so supportive, for always being here. We have limited time together. How I wish I was a kid again. But life has to go on. We have to move on. What I do now is all because of and all for you. I came from a good school and now am part of a successdul BPO company and all these are all because of you guys.

WORK

I don't have much to say about my work. I love my work and the people I'm working with. I may always be stressed out or tired but just seeing the new friends I have makes it all worth it. They bully me almost everyday but that doesn't make me love them any less. I look forward for more memories with you guys. There are no perfect jobs or companies, I know that, but YOU all of you, makes ours close to one. 

FRIENDS

I miss them so much. That's what I needed to say for the longest time. I miss our times together. We talk, eat, bond almost everyday. I just want those things back. But I am just so happy of what we've become. Joanna's okay with her work now. I think she's happy now after that sudden heartbreak. Well, I know she'll make it through. She's strong. In time, she'll find what will make her happy and I can't wait to witness that. Tinay! I miss this tall lady so much. I am waiting for the day that she'll finally stand out. I believe in her....always. Rosechel's in law school. I am a proud friend. She always know what's she's doing and she knows where she's headed. Can't wait to finally call her Atty. Acorda! Letlet! my BFF. We may not talk often but we're bestfriends until we breathe no more. No other words to say. Dyvi, one of the best person I know. I love everything about this person. Do I need to say more? Aika! We undestand each other very well. I hope she'll finally find the job that will make her happy. She'll find it. I know it. Because she deserve every good thing this lifetime can offer. Zion, the most consistent person in my life right now. I never thought there will be someone who would take the time to talk to me or listen to me almost everyday/every night. He is my favorite person right now. I don't think he's aware of that but yeah, he is. 

LOVE

Dear You,

Yes you. I can't admit that I love you. I can't admit it to anyone, to you and even to myself. But it's obvious that I am in love with you. Yes, I am afraid. I am afraid to let you know. I am  just afraid to utter the words. And I certainly am afraid to lose what we still have. Well, you make sick but I will never question myself why I do love you. I don't have to give the reasons but I know I just do. 

GOD

Lord, you're the first who knows everything that is written here even those that are not. Thank you for always understanding me. For giving me all the things that I think I don't deserve. I am so sorry for all my short comings. For all my broken promises. Sorry for forgetting you at times. I am so sorry for not doing anything about my mistakes in life. Guide me always in every step I take. Be with me us always, Lord.

Thank you so much for everything that has been and for everything that will be. I love you!

And now, I am relieved. 

Happy Birthday, Rosechel!

We eat all the kinds of food we love. We laugh with a lot of reasons and sometimes with none. We talk about anything, heavy or light. And to tell you, this may be simple but all these are enough. Happy happy birthday to my forever seatmate, Rosechelan Acorda!!!! I miss you friend so much, the wisdom and goodness I know you always have. I hope we'll be able to catch up soon. Enjoy your day! God bless sa studies mo. Kayang kaya mo yan! You always have our support. I love you everyday! :)