Written October 17, 2010

Well, I don’t know how to start. I just want to release whatever is on my mind today. I enjoy learning. yeah!  It just didn’t show. :)) I appreciate knowledge from the four walls of classrooms but I appreciate lessons that can be found outside the most. Lessons that can define us more than report cards.

I was able to sleep at the time normal kids do. From 9 pm to 6 am. and I just had this feeling of going to mass. It was weeks ago since I last attended. I don’t know. May be because I set this Sunday for a date with my ate or I just wanted to start my day right. Hahaha. Still unsure. The Priest’s homily was amazing. He is always amazing. I always have a problem with my spiritual life. I am not that religious. Some people think I am but to tell you, I am not. I pray when I need to and when i don’t, you can find me somewhere else. I am one of those people who nearly cry because of shame when I am in front of Jesus’ face. But I am not that bad. Hahaha. I still have this heart. I still pray for the people I love and the people I do not know. When I pray, I try my very best to please God. I pick the right words to lessen my million sins. And I try to be respectful to honor Him.

But what I’ve learned from today’s mass is God does not care about the beautiful words you say. He knows beforehand your pain, your happiness, He knows already what you are asking for, but what He wants to know and see is the confidence you have in your heart when you say those things. That confidence is your faith that everything is possible in and to Him. Nothing beats that! That was the best thing I’ve heard and learned. Amen to that! 

And Good night :)

P.S.

and Julia Roberts made me happy too today. From her My Bestfriend’s wedding to EAT PRAY LOVE. It’s a must see :”> It tells so much about love and pain and not being afraid to love again. :) but I also want to read the book. As they say, reading is a lot different from watching :)